With tears running down my face, I desperately gasped for air while cursing the heartless author John Green. Seriously. If this book did not bring tears to your eyes you are a heartless person.
This books starts out with the main character Hazel Grace Lancaster. She is 16 years old with stage 4 thyroid cancer. She had to use an oxygen tank because her lungs were slowly filling with fluid. Her mom sent her to a support group every week in the basement of a church. The room was often referred to as "The literal heart of Jesus". One day at her support group she met the mysterious yet charismatic Augustus Waters. They began to flirt, although she was a bit shy at first. All of the participants went around the room saying who they were and why they were there. Augustus claimed that he lost his leg after battling osteosarcoma. (However, he was not there for himself, he was there to support his friend Issac. Issac had eye cancer and was to become blind after his operation.) After the group session, Hazel began talking to Augustus while waiting for her mother. During the conversation Augustus pulled out a cigarette and put it in between his lips. Hazel could not believe that he was actually going to smoke right then and there. Augustus explained that it was a metaphor. He carried cigarettes with him, but never lit one. He would put the killing thing between his lips, but not give it the power to kill him. Hazel was fascinated by this boy, and instead of going home with her mother she went to his house to watch a movie. So they hit it off right away and started dating. If you haven't read the novel, I really can't say anymore without giving it away. Read it or listen to it on an audio book.
This book really opened my eyes to many things. I've always been a healthy person and it made me think about what must be like to be sick. I mean really sick, like Hazel. My grandfather, who passed away in February 2014, had cancer and spent the last year of his life living off of an oxygen tank. It was hard for him to walk more than a short distance and he was frequently out of breath. The way Hazel's affliction is described makes me think of how my grandfather must have felt in his last few months. I think John Green did an excellent job depicting how the disease impacts one's body.
I thought Augustus's idea of the cigarette was really abstract, but I liked it. I'm not saying I would suggest that an individual should walk around with an unlit cigarette in his or her mouth; but for the sake of the novel it made sense. It made him feel empowered, as if it was the one aspect of control he had over his own body, which was slowly deteriorating.
Furthermore, let's talk about Augustus's death. This is what brought me to tears. What made it hard for me is that he was so young when he died.
I graduated from high school recently (class of 2014). At the graduating ceremony there were speeches made with the ideas of "living your life to it's fullest" and "creating adventures". The sad truth that we don't want to admit is that not everyone has the opportunity to live a full life. We would like to think that each of these 17 and 18 year old kids who just graduated are going to get a college degree, get a job, get married and have beautiful children. Young people die every day. They die from car wrecks, diseases, poor lifestyle choices, and an infinite number of other reasons. Hazel did not think that Augustus was going to die. She thought that she would die young and that Augustus would read her eulogy. This book opened my eyes to the fact that even though I am young, I could still die at any given moment. We don't know these things and even if we did, we probably wouldn't want to.
This book taught me that I shouldn't wait until I'm old to live my life, I should be having adventures now and writing the stories to my life's book.
It also made me realize that you don't have to be Gandhi or MLK to change the world. Augustus used his one wish to take Hazel to Amsterdam and he gave her the time of her life. In the way that all of our lives are weaved together, you never know how you are affecting others. If, in your lifetime, you made someone's day with an act of kindness, or made just one person laugh, your life had a purpose.
If you enjoyed this book, I would recommend reading "My Sister's Keeper" by Jodi Picoult.
This books starts out with the main character Hazel Grace Lancaster. She is 16 years old with stage 4 thyroid cancer. She had to use an oxygen tank because her lungs were slowly filling with fluid. Her mom sent her to a support group every week in the basement of a church. The room was often referred to as "The literal heart of Jesus". One day at her support group she met the mysterious yet charismatic Augustus Waters. They began to flirt, although she was a bit shy at first. All of the participants went around the room saying who they were and why they were there. Augustus claimed that he lost his leg after battling osteosarcoma. (However, he was not there for himself, he was there to support his friend Issac. Issac had eye cancer and was to become blind after his operation.) After the group session, Hazel began talking to Augustus while waiting for her mother. During the conversation Augustus pulled out a cigarette and put it in between his lips. Hazel could not believe that he was actually going to smoke right then and there. Augustus explained that it was a metaphor. He carried cigarettes with him, but never lit one. He would put the killing thing between his lips, but not give it the power to kill him. Hazel was fascinated by this boy, and instead of going home with her mother she went to his house to watch a movie. So they hit it off right away and started dating. If you haven't read the novel, I really can't say anymore without giving it away. Read it or listen to it on an audio book.
This book really opened my eyes to many things. I've always been a healthy person and it made me think about what must be like to be sick. I mean really sick, like Hazel. My grandfather, who passed away in February 2014, had cancer and spent the last year of his life living off of an oxygen tank. It was hard for him to walk more than a short distance and he was frequently out of breath. The way Hazel's affliction is described makes me think of how my grandfather must have felt in his last few months. I think John Green did an excellent job depicting how the disease impacts one's body.
I thought Augustus's idea of the cigarette was really abstract, but I liked it. I'm not saying I would suggest that an individual should walk around with an unlit cigarette in his or her mouth; but for the sake of the novel it made sense. It made him feel empowered, as if it was the one aspect of control he had over his own body, which was slowly deteriorating.
Furthermore, let's talk about Augustus's death. This is what brought me to tears. What made it hard for me is that he was so young when he died.
I graduated from high school recently (class of 2014). At the graduating ceremony there were speeches made with the ideas of "living your life to it's fullest" and "creating adventures". The sad truth that we don't want to admit is that not everyone has the opportunity to live a full life. We would like to think that each of these 17 and 18 year old kids who just graduated are going to get a college degree, get a job, get married and have beautiful children. Young people die every day. They die from car wrecks, diseases, poor lifestyle choices, and an infinite number of other reasons. Hazel did not think that Augustus was going to die. She thought that she would die young and that Augustus would read her eulogy. This book opened my eyes to the fact that even though I am young, I could still die at any given moment. We don't know these things and even if we did, we probably wouldn't want to.
This book taught me that I shouldn't wait until I'm old to live my life, I should be having adventures now and writing the stories to my life's book.
It also made me realize that you don't have to be Gandhi or MLK to change the world. Augustus used his one wish to take Hazel to Amsterdam and he gave her the time of her life. In the way that all of our lives are weaved together, you never know how you are affecting others. If, in your lifetime, you made someone's day with an act of kindness, or made just one person laugh, your life had a purpose.
If you enjoyed this book, I would recommend reading "My Sister's Keeper" by Jodi Picoult.